Lately it has been easy to be worried and stressed. 2020 has been anything but kind so far. First the Covid-19 pandemic and now hatred, division and unrest.
I’ve been especially concerned of late. Maybe it’s because I have young grandchildren. I worry what the world will be like for them as they grow up. I want them to experience freedom and pride for their country. I want them to have opportunity to work and achieve the “American Dream”. Maybe it’s because very recently, I became the mother of a policeman. Our youngest son finished the law enforcement program and is now an officer. The idea of being a “policeman’s mom” seems very different to me now than it did six months ago.
I know that God is bigger than all of this. I know Romans 8:28 says “For all things work together for those who love God and are called according to His purpose”. I know that Psalm 23 reads “The Lord is My Shepherd….. I shall fear no evil.” I know I need to “Trust in the Lord with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding” (Proverbs 3:5) Yes, I believe all this to be so very true. And yet, worry finds me. I have been praying for peace.
This morning when I woke, I had an overwhelmingly clear picture in my head of an incident that I experienced years ago. It was such a strong, dramatic depiction with purpose that I have no doubt that God gave it to me. Just as he told parables in the Bible, God used stories and images to help people interpret His Word. I believe that He gave me this vivid memory for the same reason.
On a warm August afternoon many years ago, Greg and I attended a Draft Horse Pull. Draft horses are magnificent, beautiful animals. As a driving team, they are taught to pull. Our ancestors used them for farm work as they pulled wagons, plows, hay equipment and more. In a pulling contest, pairs of horses are hitched to a weighted sled. The team pulls to see who is able to pull the most weight for a short period of time.
We watched as the many harnessed teams entered the arena, fascinated by the powerful animals. Each driver, walking behind his horses, would back them up to the weight sled and drop the pin into the hitch. When the pin dropped, you’d best be out of the way. The sound would send the team bolting forward, lunging and pulling as hard as they could. The teams were seasoned. They knew what was expected of them. With so much anticipation they were very excited, almost agitated, as they came into the building.
Finally, it was time for the last team. Everyone watched while a very elderly man entered slowly into the ring with his team of Belgians. In his striped overalls and seed corn cap, he shuffled across the dirt footing, clearly showing his age. His horses walked ahead of him, their heads quiet and down low. They were as calm as could be. They looked nothing at all like any of the other pulling teams. You began to hear murmurs and snickering among the spectators, some even laughing.
The old gentleman backed up his team to the sled and dropped the pin. Nothing happened. The snickering and chatter got a bit louder. The horses heads still hung low. Their tails barely swished. The man took a couple slow steps to the side and stopped. Then, in a gentle but audible voice, he said “Okay boys. Pull!” The team laid into the traces in such sychronized precision, the likes of which anyone in attendance had never seen. Because they were yoked together in such harmony, the horses looked as if pulling the load was effortless. They pulled the sled many yards farther than any other team before them. The crowd was on its feet. The team not only earned first place, but a standing ovation from an audience that had doubted.
That team waited patiently for their Master. Then, yoked jointly with the love and guidance of the Master, they could pull the heavy load. Together.
I am reminded to be patient and wait for my Master. He is on the throne. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. If I am yoked with Him, my burden is light. There is no need to worry. Walking with the Master, I find peace.